Sunday, May 21, 2006

What Does Then Matter How We See World?

We can start by saying that it doesn’t matter how you see the World and let me reassure you that that is wholly true, this my hurt the individualists a whole lot but truly the only thing that matters is what humanity thinks, and it gets a little more humiliating than that, it doesn’t even matter what species thinks but it matters more what emotive essence thinks, species is a subtract of the overall emotive essence feeling its desired being, and the end result doesn’t have to be homo sapiens for that is just one of the options of emotive entity representation, it is not then that the universe doesn’t value you, or that it doesn’t value your species, the universe frankly likes or is equally indifferent to all species and all pure essence representation types that manifest themselves within space time, what doesn’t really care about you is something more personal than that, pure-essence-type doesn’t really consider you the ideal ultimate representation, the Dodo Bird and the Dinosaur went extinct not because the environment didn’t tolerate them but rather because emotive-essence manifestations didn’t desire them to continue, sorry Cro-Magnons Darlings and sorry Homo Erectus but your own pure essence, not cats, not climate change, not a meteor not a volcanic explosion but your own pure essence type stopped feeding your essence into carnal personification in a great extinction bid. Like it or not the only thing that keeps us alive in the here and now is what essence we get from pure essence type. The here and now does not empower us, and if you think it does just stop feeding yourself pure essence type, anything you can eat is you, you cannot consume something that is not same essence, you are and have and will always be a cannibal, just because you don’t see lettuce as part of your whole self essence doesn’t mean that it isn’t, it just means that you have opted to ignore that aspect nature of your being.

What matters is how pure emotive essence desire interprets the world, there is the horrid limitation, and of course there is yet another insane and equally unsatisfying limitation, we will adopt a defensive stand to struggle against our pure essence type, that is to say, and I am sorry to be the messenger of this bit of bad news, and you may shoot me for this and frankly I deserve it, but you fall in love with what you are, you are vane, you are narcissists, you see yourself in the mirror and you fall in love with yourself, that is why most people don’t know that they are either average or ugly or not special, this doesn’t deter them, the ugliest person can find something redeeming in the context of their existence and so they are willing to persist, and this is not a bad thing, after all existence must innately wish to preserve itself, but the fact that something ugly can fall in love with itself implies equally more egregious things, that a Squawk can find itself irresistible and thus worthy of existence, and there you have it, that is the fundamental problem because we might not be the optimum representation of pure-desire-essence, a way point more likely, and there you have the extemporaneous quandary we cannot see beyond ourselves, and the pure essence desire will invariably intuit if we should go the way of the Dodo Bird, and let there be cats on Long Island.

What does that mean should we feel bad about that?

Well we are doomed to fall in love that is just our nature, it hurts to say it, it is the truth and we should be ok with that, but equally as love goes we are doomed to separate from our aggravated love, we are in the context of species doomed to be scorned by our pure-essence-desire, the only salvation left to us, the only hope, the only privilege is that we are being silly, after all we are pure essence and as such the thing that manifest itself in the here and now, unfortunately there is something neat and wonderful about being a human being, and with medical doctors, and with scientists and academics we try to continually convince pure essence that we are it, we are what is going to save it from the nothingness, but as luck would have it any lie that we can tell ourselves is only in the limited lie that we can tell our whole pure essence being and in the end the feedback that resonates back to our desire essence will not ultimately allow us to lie to ourselves, just as the dinosaurs, sorry to say but they sure fed a lot and still came out empty in the end, everyone sits around saying it was environment, such a thing assumes an end product, we are not an end product, we could be, but till them we are just a test, even if we can produce the Internet, even if we can win the Nobel Prize in Literature, keep your fingers cross, there however is nothing that cannot impress upon us one reality, the routine of eternal desire meeting eternal existence has not been met! If we don’t hurry up and meet it, and not through some kind of artificial medical feeding machine, it is doubtful that our pure essence will not make us out to be liars in the end, we probably are a lie, our construct is probably not fulfilling the prophecy of the innate desire, and as such, beware.

However, it does then matter how we see the world because we constantly have to be reaffirming this state of being, this condition of environment must be continually verified as positive and worthy, hence all the self help books hence our inclination to see life as worthy even though we stumble a lot, even though we suffer a lot, even though we see the suffering, the famine, the pestilence, we must look the other way, for to see it would feedback to pure-essence the imperfection and it would extinguish us before giving us the opportunity to test the limitations of our being in this frame reference.

That is not to say, and I must say that Desire is practical, it isn’t practical in the least, anything that is trying to be omnipotent, eternal, perfect and equally defined at all levels is hardly pragmatic, and that also acts against us, pure desire doesn’t have a clue what it is asking for, but as good as that may make us feel for we surely know more, wont save us, till then we must falsify our existence by being positive about it, and finally hope that in the long run something odd and strange and impossible will come to pass that will make us all necessary in some context of this all.

Finally this brings about an interesting question, is it that pure essence desires to be more, is it that pure essence isn’t really pure, is it that pure essence even in pure essence is dissatisfied with itself?

The answer is one of the few that we can be fully confident is the only genuine truth that we may speak, it is axiomatic and it ought stimulate equal portions of anxiety: pure essence can never find happiness until it knows all and is all and till it encompasses everything omni potently and omnipresent, after all, pure essence is 100 percent pure essence within its own boundaries, kind of like you having an opinion, surely you are 100 percent correct within your boundaries.

ricardo