Thursday, September 14, 2006

Simmering It Is All About Simmering

The excerpt of any existence is the accompanying reality, we mean by that, that we take exemption to anything that you might imply to yourself other than what you have implied in your communion and events with others, so that your history cannot be a self inflicted autobiography, a conjuring of self events, it must be contextual to the events that have transpired conjoined with the life and happenings, and others not excluding the things in universe, planets and suns, you have a relationship to the Sun in that you transform its energy into life form, you have a relationship with plant life in that you transform its eco system in a very metered transmission of matter, then you have a relationship that is more kindred to fish and cows and bears and so forth, these are what actually embed you into the concept of existence, and so your autonomy or the autonomy of anything is none existent, not negligent but none existent because the universe doesn’t end its sentences.

Still even as that is the case there must be something to your existence that is somehow independent of what universe is and what plants are, and what chickens, pigs and cows are besides pork, milk and eggs. Else why would you be reading this book and why aren’t cows reading this book?

Ah the enigma of existence is so tiring it almost doesn’t last, this is why we don’t go around asking ourselves philosophical questions, they are long winded, they are boring, and they don’t have any plausible meaning, but they do have some meaning, it is the implausible meaning, they can connect us to something that we are not connected with, philosophy does endear us to things that are a little bit more untouchable than the atom, the atom might or might not depend on these things too, there really is no way of knowing this, the truth has never been obtainable and will never be obtainable, you just have to decide what will be the truth that causes you to persists and if you are more or less correct and everyone else is more or less in agreement with you, you are likely to happen as a subject being; but it would be strenuous to say that your existence is any basis for truth and much less genuine still to say that you could formulate a fundamental and none devolving truth, we cannot say that with any certainty and we will thus not.

However there you are reading this and here I am writing it, that presupposes any number of things, all of which are temporary and valid truths, and so here we come to some conclusions about you, and some conclusions about me, and some conclusions about universe and some conclusions about the about that we are about.

You exist? Well if existence is a shared experience and all things connected embody that existence and are all representational entities of each other and in essence speak different aspects of self, then we will affirm that, you exist. You exist as a voice, as a conscious agent in the material, you exist as energy transferred from a cow, you exist as part of the back ground radiated energy of the universe, you exist in situational essence as a physical possession of body as attributed to soul, you exist in relationship to your children and are allowed to persists in accordance to social and physical laws which reverse embody their existence from accordance with yours, we can thus affirm that you exist, and exist as much as that representation of all those things is valid, if it isn’t then you don’t exist and something else is valid.

Part of me writing this book and part of you reading it is so that we can stay on message, by the time this book gets written the message has been hardwired and it is a little late to change it except by appearance, when humanity is ready to live the next cycle of its own expression there is nothing to be done but listen, we have listened but it doesn’t matter if we don’t, we are after all inherently on message, the rules cannot be violated from this level of play, if they are we are dead, and that leads to another set of default endeavors, in life as in an after life there are any number of rules, the consequences tend to be generated by those preset rules, yes the universe and quantum have the potential to be many things, but at any given time a given expression is in favor, there is but naught else to do but live it, such is the chicanery of existence.

I hope that you dwell upon that criteria, I hope that you replenish your heart to think that the complexity of the interactions leave you with very little choice but to take everything else into consideration, that is next time you act or react, because any affirmation of your existence will be largely dependant on everything else affirming it and maintaining it, and if they fail to do so because they don’t like you, or they don’t like your feel or they don’t like what you have to say, or you are destroying their environment or killing an entire species, then you will fair badly; for we want the dolphin’s eye to remember us, we want the whales to be alive to tell the universe that they saw us, if we register in the brain of a crocodile then that crocodile will tell the universe that it saw us, and if it does so it will help the universe to remember us, just like the universe notices when a mosquito bites us, we want a mosquito to bites us, or we should want that mosquito to bite us because when it does it exchanges the blood samples of us all with us all and simmers blood throughout the species, mosquito dilutes differences, it makes sameness, and when there are more mosquitoes there is equally more chances of there being more us, people like us that is; cockroaches like stark contrast because it gets them notice, when you say, “Yuk there is a cockroach!” you are telling the universe where in time and space there is a cockroach, something’s have to frighten to get noticed, an orchid has to be pretty to live off of airs; it is with some courage that we can say we exist in the city when in order to do so we have to consume the forest, we are still tree cutters just like our ancestors did so 7000 thousand years ago, dwelling on cutting wood persists even in New York city, and so even as New Yorkers are loners and mentally live in very little psychological planets of precise intellectual dimensions, they are still somewhere cutting a thousand trees each, they are still fishing the artic ocean, they are still carving up the diamonds in Africa; and of course this is all delusional because in the end if we don’t support the existence of other life and forms it also means we are not going to support our own existence, a New Yorker is somewhere in the world with his nation’s army, vigilant of defense and offence, the world twists on such enmeshed associations that you must wonder why we fail to notice the intricacies of dependencies all the way up to the metaphysical, all the way down to carbon, all the way to the maximum energy of light, all the way to 274 degrees Celsius below zero, in our universe we are everywhere, so why have we grown so independent, so assured of our self sufficiency even outside of New York?

The answer very much ends this book, simmering. The more things simmer they more they look the same and the less we may discriminate, when mosquitoes bite us and kill those that cannot survive their particular infection they are pruning our species for sameness, there must have been more, many more blood types but for mosquitoes pruning our species, and as our ideas about freedom and independence simmer all to look the same from every angle it is hard and difficult and mostly impossible not to have the same view of freedom and independence as everyone else and when everyone agrees about such things, we will all be free and independent.

Simmering, it is all about simmering.