Wednesday, July 19, 2006

What Do Souls Eat?

It is the silliest of things to look at one’s life and worry about that it might be no more than a consequence of some primal-desire-scream, and yet it really should feel quite alright because when you sum it all up whatever errant path we have taken is not only correctible but it can also be wholly blamed on our misguide emotive-essence and not us, that is not us the human beings that we are, not us the characters that we portray here in this life, but rather on our emotive-essence that is a long string, a pathway all the way back to nothingness; there has to be something immensely comforting about that, and yet there isn’t because when you think about all that we have done and gone through in order to get here, you sort of don’t want it to be a waste of time, you want it to count, you don’t want to be the faulty element of the experiment, we want the material world with all its trappings to be the right thing for emotive-essence types, and so for us it is no pleasure to find it all wanting.

And so it goes that because we need to be right in order to properly accept and more justify that we have fallen in love with this condition life, we must seek and find other life forms within the material construct, but there is still something more critical that must happen so that we may wholly justify our love of life, we must make it a default condition, and that we haven’t yet come near to accomplishing and nothing makes that so obvious as death, which may explain our unruly fear of it, but we have not obtained life as a pure condition, and we can know this easily enough because the condition requires infinite amounts of replenishment energy in order to accomplish its sustainability. But further evidence and more critical is that we do not support any multidimensional aim, that is that from us forward nothing seems to be happening, the spirits for instance support a forward thrust into the material but we are barely coping with basic existence much less could we further deploy our essence type over another dimension or universe or even another existence type.

What do souls eat? Haven’t you ever wanted to answer that question, we know they don’t have to work for a living, much less do they need to eat, souls are like the electron or any atom for that matter, they don’t sit around thinking “I only have twenty years to live.” No they don’t do that and why don’t they do that? Because they are self energizing, that is they are so graphically tuned and enmeshed to their pure-essence-stream that they are not worried about dying, not at all, they are more worried about moral questions, is their energy-essence being diverted towards destruction or towards edification, and since there can be edifying destruction they even have to worry about the sub context of that, and they are also worried about being born because if they are not born then they will continue to be closer to the nothingness than not, and so they want to move forward away from the nothingness but they are not worried about sustainability they are worried about everyday affairs, local things, eternity for them is not a problem they might live as long as the universe, they don’t worry about long term planning, they worry about today, everyday and not even that more they worry about the moment, this moment, this instance, because time for them is so abundant that it doesn’t matter contextually to think of the future, thus souls are largely dynamic creatures acting on the basis of what is happening right now!

Now souls might not worry about the future but that is to say they don’t worry about their metaphysical future, they do however worry about the future in our here and now, where you and I and the skunks are, they worry about us hence the reason why they attempt to manipulate our actions and deeds, and this is wholly another dimension for them, we are not within the context of the metaphysical dimensions we are outside of that, but both they and us have limited access to each others dimensions, partly through the breach created by our essence in the process of getting our expression, i.e. us, here, and partly through a natural physical bridge where all dimensions rub up against one another and so there are physical and metaphysical path ways in and through dimensions, and as such it is through those that sometimes a virgin can appear before us and inspire us to straighten our moral ways. Consequently souls worry about the future in other dimensions, dimensions that are moving away from the nothingness, and the biggest ache for souls might be that at least in the material we have not acquired another fundamental dimensional existence but rather that we remain highly localize, it is as if this was the end of the road, as if this were as far away as you can get from the nothingness, that nothing could go further away than here, this is the end of the universe, dimensionally the universe stops at materialism.

Or so it seems because we do fall in love with it and thus continue to admire the great material, “wow look at that planet, pretty all those stars, amazing this whole galaxy,” never mind that there are millions upon billions of those, we still seem to think that they are different, not even truly knowing if the only thing we are seeing is mirrored renditions of the same thing; and then of course there is us, the homo sapiens, unique and a handsome species at that and with a brain to boot, and not to forget nature which in itself is beautiful even in places as boring as the grand canyon, “hey look at the size of that hole.” We are impressed by this existence, this cannot help but panic the spirits because their interest is clearly understood they want to have meaning, they are not interested in material realities, they are part of an elemental-ergio-energy construct of the material already only that it has a life expectancy of 99999999999999999.9 whatever against infinity, spirits could in principle never die because even as they could default to the nothingness aspect of none-being the nothingness still keeps on regenerating the metaphysical, even if through pure-essence-naiveté “I want to exist!” or pure-essence-remembrance of things past, they are still regenerating the spectacle of the metaphysical and that has grown substantial enough that there are ever more and more soul essence types accumulating all over the metaphysical spectrum. Fantastically now they don’t know what to do because the presumed next stage material world has such a huge loss rate, read instability, that there aren’t enough body embodying potentials to allow all the spirits that want to enter physical existence to be born. Abortions and high mortality rates plus warring faction, not to mention species that go extinct don’t help spirits become cows or humans or chickens; and besides that it is not like a spirit that is born into the material wants to die at birth or young, in fact some spirits might not be afraid to cannibalize their mother so as to secure birth and survivability; their quest lets you doubt it is to get here, and like you once here to stay.

It is thus that we have not, you and I and everyone else here, have not expanded the material bubbles that most successfully allow us to exist, the metropolis, the ocean or the tropical forest, so as to permit more and more births and we still haven’t managed to populate other planets and that is of course not to say that other species or/and humanities or other emotive beings in other geometries have not been more successful at it, but at least from this angle it is obvious that souls want to be born and they are not happy with our attrition rates, the waiting line nor with the lack of advancement in our part to make a second default perimeter zone against the nothingness.

What we mean by default is that you may default to the position from another position, we haven’t managed that yet, you can evidence it in the metaphysical where spiritual-essence has managed to propel pure-essence into the material and so when you die in the material you automatically default into spiritual-essence without precisely falling back into the nothingness, thus there is a fundamental stopgap that has been created, a safety-net if you will, against the nothingness, we can die and still not end up in the nothingness, thank god or more accurately thanks to spiritual-essence which is the combined substance of all spirits forming a subconscious-net that captures all souls drifting back towards the nothingness and engulfs them in a conceptualization of spirit soul essence condition which is more profoundly a silent awareness of metaphysical essence embodiment and habitat. In short metaphysical essence has succeeded in constructing a self sustainable reality within the context of its perception.

We of the material haven’t done that yet, we are still construction workers all of us, you, me and the skunks, etc., we are all construction workers, except that we haven’t gotten to architect, we don’t have an architect to guide us so that we don’t just build a house without a foundation, we are still just building houses without foundations, and so there is no default condition to support our material existence, this is because we don’t have an innate awareness of the material, we don’t, we have an innate awareness of what is a human being, our essence, no differently than a cat essence that is able to accurately reproduce itself, is an easily enough condition to replicate, that is to say that we don’t have problems making babies and cats don’t have problems making cats because there is a default awareness of the essence-body-type, essence-body-type being how we personify ourselves in the material, and this conscripted character comes through us in a systemic series of murmuring ricochets between our material-essence and metaphysical-essence that have innately accepted the preordained characteristic of such and thus replicate cat and cat instinct, but the problem is that from there forward there is no further default, our emotive essence within the material only exists, hitherto, as a default for perishables! In other words it hasn’t prescribed itself as a mandatory necessity for universe and this is precisely why we are so uncomfortable here, there is no native feeling to this place.

How you and I and the skunks go forward from here is still a dubious endeavor and it is so because we haven’t introverted the knowledge, that is we are still dealing with knowledge of our material environment as an external, that is we have not internalized knowledge so that we can make our essence intrinsically aware of that material essence, for us the material is still an object, an objective object, secular and thus voided of us, thus the empiricists are born and thrive only in so far as they deny us and our subjective; we have not swallowed the material and felt it within us as we feel ourselves, we have not embodied the material with our pure-essence-emotive, and because of that the material continues to be something that has to be known; that is the problem, that is why the material has not made a default condition for us, that is why we are still at war in it and more against each other in it: rat against rat, human against human, human against whales, human against nature, we are killing ourselves within the material constructs because we are conflicted with them, we don’t get it, and that causes us to react in fear and with full blown hostilities and opinions towards one and all emotive types.

And in such light we cannot visualize a material default condition for ourselves because all default conditions must be internalize, they must become a subconscious generic-subjective-awareness that silently captures the essence that it wills to personify, such as the spirits have done with the metaphysical and such as the nothingness has done with simmering agents.

ricardo